I didn't mean marriage, because in that you vow to be exclusive. edit: that was stupid to say because in being a bf/gf you sort of vow to be. I take that back, but I guess I meant its more serious.
I was lying to myself when I thought it didn't matter because I dindt have feelings for him, I was being a slut and he deserves to know. I think I am just going to end it, he is too selfish and even though I didnt like the guy (as more than a friend) who I cheated him on with, I still enjoyed having sex with him better because I felt like he actually wanted to please me. My boyfriend is really immature (and clearly I am too) but I can't deal with it anymore. It's over.