i enjoyed listening to your story because i get into the dream stuff. and one time i was talking to my friends mom about all this because she's into it to and she's has this psychic that she goes to with her mother in law. and well she was saying how the psychic says that people have times in there life where they are close to death but it's not there time to go. maybe it could have been one of those times for you where it wasn't your turn to go yet. that's just a thought and sorry if i went too deep lol.