That is incredibly similar to my experience with marijuana. I had first tried it but had an acute panic attack, and vowed not to do it again. well than changed, and I would analyze my thoughts as well, I'm extremely blazed right now, so obviously this isn't making any sense, but I believe if you look at my first few posts I describe some of it.

Marijuana changed my life for the better. I devote my life to the cultivation of it, as long as I am physically able to. I plan on giving myself a break (i've been a daily smoker for over a year and half) so I can experience a monumental high again, where I'd have great realizations and incredible thoughts. Now, I'm so used to it, it's become my reality, and being sober is like being in an altered state.
horror business Reviewed by horror business on . MJ changed my life, how about you? My experience! Its long, but its mine :thumbsup: The first few times I smoked I was never really sure what was going on in my head. But I always came back for more, ever curious about the effects. Each time I would try more and more... and sit there, trying to figure out what being high was really like. Every time I thought I had it nailed I would realize that my realization was false and I only thought that because I was high in the first place. This became an ongoing project for me... get Rating: 5