I understand you, I too felt that I have changed, not entirely because of smoking but, I definitely feel what you wrote. Things that before could "ruin my day" or just little things that drove me crazy now it's all right, I don't dwell on it. It really felt like coming of age or something but I like analyzing myself too and the mj certainly helped me. I'm now on vacation so I smoked daily, though I think when I get back to university I'll only do it on weekends :thumbsup:

I have this friend who is 15 (I'm 21) and he's very anal about everything (almost obsessive) and I wish I could put a joint in his mouth to relax him a little and shit, I know it could help him, but I'm also friends with his brother and he warned me about it!