Thanks for the words people.

We have to go hiking someday Friendowl, that would be awesome! I remeber the Cali. mountains when we went there. So beautiful, but if we go, I might not want to come back and I'll just live there in the mountains :thumbsup:

This morning though, actually last night I tried but couldn't concentrate, I started doing my meditation thing again. It's just deep breathing and clearing your mind of your thoughts. It helps sometimes, but not always.

I'm also getting my meds boosted up a notch too, both of them. I hate pills and prescription drugs, but I choose to be happy over eventually landing in prison or a mental institution.

I'm just trying to keep my head up. I went for a very long walk along Stanley Park last night in the most uncomfortable sandals, and that helped me a bit too.

I just got a call from my brother and we might go the new Die Hard tonight, but I want to convince him to see TRansformers.

Anyone see either of those ones? I want to see both, but since I was a young lad and got my first Optimus Prime toy in 1989, I have been waiting 17 years for this movie.
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