Man, Chowder thats some deep stuff there. I think everyone gets those times in their life where shit just isnt clicking, and times are rough. I know.. Y get these moments a lot. But I just try to keep a positive out look, and have fun living my life. Maybe, instead of looking at the glass as half empty, look at as half full, and just try to persevere. Go down to the bookstore and get a good book, go out with some friends, or pick up a hobby you've been wanting to try. Just do something to take your mind off the tough times. Hope my words meant something bro :stoned: