i get really attached to friends, it kills me when we part ways.

im going through it RIGHT now actually, i have a friend-lee- the guy is the only person in the world who gets me, but his laziness is getting to me, he puts no effort into the friendship, never calls me, never comes over on his own, i ALWAYS have to get him over... and hes changing, getting me less and less every day.

so ive decided that i will simply stop doing stuff, i have found that when i dont call him, i never see him, so fuck it.

damn it hurts though-