i sometimes wonder if we have free will, or is the entire universe a predictable system of sub-atomic particles perpetually playing out a "cause-effect" like reality that was initially set up at the very first moments of the birth of our universe. We could be just a product of our environment, completely just reacting to stimuli like meat robots. hahaa

Like if one tiny particle flew in a slightly different direction at the moment of the big bang.. we may not even have been here.

Speaking of wich, what was there before the big bang goddamit.. there had to be something.. . What does "nothing" feel like?