It feels like... that..
like that...
like that...
and again...
and again...
and again...

someone mentioned circles that about describes what i get most of the time.
a re-occuring sometimes freaky deja-vu feeling even, like you are there, there, there, oh, there you are... are... are...
If I feel like a thought is slipping away it will. if I feel as though I can remember I do. Will power means nothing... trying to control it... will flip me out. you have to let it go... so you can hold on to it. Thinking "sounds" like talking... your "voice" in your head becomes everything. Thoughts louder than words.

Eventually I got used to it and relax. One time when I first started smoking it got so bad I thought I had died and gone to the afterlife and was watchin what my life WOULD have been like if I was still alive. Very odd... fled with a panic attack. Worried me and stopped smoking for months... eventually got over it, felt it again, knew what it was, told myself "your just high as fuck get over it" And that was that... been fine ever since. But all I've ever smoked is junk, seedy weed, from god knows where my friends would get. This year, Im planting for myself.. skys the limit. I think age also had something to do with it. I noted now that I am mid 20's I am much more calm and able to hold my shit together. my eyes dont get red anymore either.