Sorry to here about your condition. I don't think time off will help either problem. I know it's hard but try not to let work control your life. The money problems can be bad but it's only money. We came with nothing we leave with nothing. I'm not trying to preach. I myself owe more than 100 thousand in credit cards and hospital bills from a heart attack about 5 years ago. Anxiety is a hard thing to deal with. I take valium, it almost does nothing for me. Xanex trips me out. My problems are backwards from yours. I gained weight when I stopped smoking cigarettes after the heart attack. However indica's help me with anxiety and keeps me from eating so much, I know strange. If you can get the extra exercise it will help. Exercise is my problem because of unstable angina. I am self employed and sometimes you work and some you don't. It's worse not working.


I grew some to help me and a cancer friend who is now dead. I only let one person see it, my nephew and he turned me in to get out of coke charges. He joined the army and will be a war vet, I now suck ass as a felon. Well it didn't make my problems better I can tell you that. Yes there are withdrawal symtems but it could be worse. Find a good herbal tea and relax after you exercise. Try not to let work get to you. Laugh when you can, it helps.

Remember some one else always has to worse. I would like to see some way we could help others here by sending them a buck or two but I suppose that would lead to scammers. I would help others before I bought a bag. Once you do without for a while it's not so bad. Like you said getting regular sleep is the worste problem.

Good luck and get well.