Quote Originally Posted by BabyFacedAbortion
I met a guy a few weeks ago, he uses heroin..he uses it everywhere and anywhere. He's really good looking and a really nice guy, but he threw his life away. He's 26 years old and lives with his parents still, he doesn't have a good job..(construction?) and he constantly needs to go into the shittier part of my state to get his fix..and my friend has been his ride recently. I've never seen anyone shoot up until meeting this guy and honestly, I may not be an angel but seeing that makes me want to leave. I went to a party of his and slept over (with my friends) and all night he was..off..but when he woke up, sober..he was the biggest sweetheart I've ever met until he started craving. It sucks, seeing someone lose their life to drugs. I lost my little brother, a few of my best friends and many of my acquaintances. Some of them are still HERE, but not..HERE. yanno, some of them are in jail, some of them basically just dropped off the face of the earth.

Anyway, sorry for the rant/ramble. I feel ya, hon. Sometimes I look around, at my life, at my friends and wonder what will it take to change everything?
I'm sorry to hear that, I too have alot of friends who are here but not here like you said. It's sucks watching people throw there lives away. I always feel like there was something else I could have done to help them, but I know that there really isnt anything you can do. I feel like this past year so many of my friends have just thrown there lives away. Back in jr. high I would hear stories of the highschoolers being coke heads and I was always so dumb about it and thought that my peers wouldnt end up like that, but now I feel like they are just worse. It's a shame and I pray no one on here is into that shit.