I've found the girl I think is 100% perfect for me, after 2 1/2 years of perfect conversation and understanding, and only now is she available. But unfortunately I can't start anthing until a) she's had some time to deal with the breakup, and b) I have a job. I really can't feel worthy until I'm making money and have something to offer, some amount of money is necessary after all. But it's a bitch trying to get work when you can't stand for any length of time.

*sigh* I'm getting impatient sometimes though, wanted to be with her for so long now.