i'm sorry man... i really don't know what to say... only that i can some extent possibly understand some of the pain.. i'd of had an older brother if it weren't for the same thing =/

but it's your daughter... i can't even picture the thought of losing my son...

the thought of hating this time of year tho.. well that kinda makes it even worse.... that makes it some ritual.... i wish ihad some magical words of wisdom to offer but i really don't...

only thing i can think of is maybe some day yal can move on... moving on don't have to be forgetting tho... i dunno if that really makes since =/

again i'm sorry and wish i knew what to say.