haha nice, stratguy. that's exactly what I did when I was 12. I knew there was something meaningful in smoking herb, so i determined to toke till I knew it myself. With my already-stoned homie I took at least two dozen hits and nothing came until I stood up and walked around, then it assaulted me. I know what you mean when you say it was scary, because when you're stoned for the 1st time, you've never exp. anything like it, and it's a bit unsettling being overtaken by a substance, as glorious as weed is.

PS keep smoking sparingly. You'll avoid high body tolerance and the temptation to do other drugs