iv just come to realize how to let go, to just except the hurt in the moment but leave it their. it happen its over move on. I have been doing this, and i have also written letters to let everything out, and i have cried the pain out also. I feel so much better. more energy, im happy, i love to be around my own family, And im seeing life for what it should be. Beautiful ! I hope i can make this last, if so i have a feeling my life will become a lot better...

thnx stinky