I'm able to afford it, due to inheritance from my fathers death a few years ago. I'm not in denial about the fact that I find no point in life, and was miserable without the herb to brighten my life.

What I'm saying is, I find it absurd that a friend could turn their back on you, so quickly, when you smoke dramatically less than you used to.

But, like I also said, they must not have been a true friend to begin with.

Yes, I do have an addicting personality, and I have my whole life. I never asked to be put on this earth, and don't enjoy the way the world is. I don't see it changing any time soon, which is why I prefer to enjoy MY life, day by day.

As far as 160 every 2-3 days, yes it's expensive, but it's not my fault, that the world charges so much for something that is free to grow. Which I find absurd. But, oh well.