I think that's quite a bit to go through, you must have a damn good income to afford that along with life needs. Not trying to insult you or anything, but it does seem like you are the type to have a very strong "addictive personality" in the sense you seem to latch on to and get addicted to drugs...you've mentioned coke and those pills you are/were taking.

I think you might be overdoing the weed a bit to cope for not doing the other drugs. Which is fine I guess. Doing that much though..I wonder if you should try a more healthy way of intaking your weed. Cooking it or a vaporizer.

Being that weed isn't really harmful to you I can't really bring myself to tell you to stop, if you can afford it and it doesn't impede on the rest of your life needs (food, bills, entertainment) then more power to you I guess.

It seems to me though that you've let weed take over your life and while it's not even close to the worse thing, it can turn people off. Your friend may only be shunning you in hopes that you will cut down.

I like to get high every day too, after work I come home and once I feel like my parents or my brother won't come bugging me, I'll light up a couple bowls and bake before I go to sleep, while I watch TV and play my video games. But it's always the addition to the evening, not the evening itself. I'll still have fun watching tv and playing my games regardless. Once I'm back out on my own I plan to see how much of a green thumb I have. My mother likes to garden veggies, I wonder if any of that ability is passed on to me

You ever thought about giving yourself a break from it for awhile, to lower your tolerance back down?