Oh well. One less friend.

[horror business]

By the way, it also pissed me off, as my "friend" OFFERED and wanted to take me to the town where I get my high-quality cannabis, but now, he obviously changed his mind. I mean, luckily I now have 20 extra dollars that I had initially given him for gas money, but now I have no transportation at the moment to get to the town I need to be in.

If worse comes to worse, I'll probably have to settle for 2 ounces of "regular" weed, rather than a half ounce of amazingness.

That pisses me off, as it won't be enjoyable, the whole experience. I won't have a near-orgasm by looking inside of the bag. I won't be overwhelmed with this amazing smell as I open up my grinder after grinding up the weed. It won't feel all sticky and fluffy when ground up. It won't taste amazing when I smoke joints. I won't be able to listen to songs about high-quality cannabis, because I won't be able to relate. Hopefully it will get me high, if I have to settle for something less than amazing.

[horror business]

By the way, I would have no problem buying high-mids. Something with minimal to no seeds, that smells good, tastes decent, and a joint gets me nicely high. If I had a connection for it, I could get an ounce and a half, and I'd be pretty satisfied. But no.

The weed I'll probably find if I can't get high quality weed will probably be compressed, with broken seeds, and immature seeds, that make grinding up my weed hell, as I'd have to pick out the seeds. On top of that, I will have to pick out all of the stems that are all stuck together due to it being compressed. On top of that, it will probably taste unpleasant.

So, luckily my Lowryder seeds will arrive today, that will put me in somewhat of a good mood. On top of that, hopefully I can find a ride to the town I need to be in to get my amazing weed. Then, my day will be a success. I live day to day. As long as I complete a day I'm happy. Some people, can't imagine a life like that, and are always looking in the future, but missing out on their actual lives, which are happening now.

[one-deep]

well i want to say something. you said you dont have to explain yourself on here why would you make this thread. i mean you would have to know that somebody would come a long and say something you didn't want to here. and it sound's to me like you've based your whole life on weed i mean shit thats not even a life. you got to smoke good shit to listen to a song because there smokin good shit. what type of shit is that. say's on your profile your 17 and your fuckin with hydrocodone's you've had a cocaine addiction your abusing the shit out of drug's man. you know life is fucked up yea but do you think your the only one who think's that way. me as a black man from the projects who was a gang member and did all types of shit. i happen to know life is fucked up. but im not gonna sit and laydown ima keep movin and try to change it and do what i have to do to make it better by any means . and im not here to talk down on you man im here to tell it's time for a change brother. and it doesn't matter what color you are we all need to come together as one and change this shit and make this world a better place


anyways sorry for such a long post but this is shit that needed to be said holla


od

[savagepossum]

i think its sad that you need weed to enjoy life and i think its sad that your in such a bad state of denial that you'll never stop

[Jah420]

It seems your friend was acting out of concern for you..
possibly concern for himself..

Even though he overreacted about the weed.. and perhaps failed to acknowledge the progress you have made moving away from dangerous paths.. I think maybe being so dismissive about him.. the whole "one less friend" thing... just puts you on a similar level to him..

I think the starting point for overcoming his shortmindedness is keeping an open mind yourself.. maybe through that you can reconnect with him and at least talk.

Naturally you'll know the situation much better than me.. but try to not close off completely..

Peace man

[TheFatKid]

160 dollars every 2-3 days? I really hope you can support yourself and you aren't buying weed before other necessities.

[S.W.I.M. 504]

man life is like a fast moving river we are all going down it and eventually we will drown. weed is like the river bank, its cool to lie down on it sometimes and take a break and just look at the river and the people going down it and getting perspective on it. but if we spend our whole life on the river bank how are we gonna help the drowning people?

[TheFatKid]

Isn't 160 every 2-3 days as bad as a coke addiction but healthier for you?

[GonzoForever]

Isn't 160 every 2-3 days as bad as a coke addiction but healthier for you?

Yeah no offense to the dude who started this thread...but that's fucked up. Unless ofcourse you have the money and are able to live a decent life otherwise.

But that sucks that your friend left you. What a friend?! Damn he sucks. Stoner or not.

[Melkane]

I think that's quite a bit to go through, you must have a damn good income to afford that along with life needs. Not trying to insult you or anything, but it does seem like you are the type to have a very strong "addictive personality" in the sense you seem to latch on to and get addicted to drugs...you've mentioned coke and those pills you are/were taking.

I think you might be overdoing the weed a bit to cope for not doing the other drugs. Which is fine I guess. Doing that much though..I wonder if you should try a more healthy way of intaking your weed. Cooking it or a vaporizer.

Being that weed isn't really harmful to you I can't really bring myself to tell you to stop, if you can afford it and it doesn't impede on the rest of your life needs (food, bills, entertainment) then more power to you I guess.

It seems to me though that you've let weed take over your life and while it's not even close to the worse thing, it can turn people off. Your friend may only be shunning you in hopes that you will cut down.

I like to get high every day too, after work I come home and once I feel like my parents or my brother won't come bugging me, I'll light up a couple bowls and bake before I go to sleep, while I watch TV and play my video games. But it's always the addition to the evening, not the evening itself. I'll still have fun watching tv and playing my games regardless. Once I'm back out on my own I plan to see how much of a green thumb I have. My mother likes to garden veggies, I wonder if any of that ability is passed on to me

You ever thought about giving yourself a break from it for awhile, to lower your tolerance back down?