Well, one of my friends decided that he no longer enjoys smoking weed. That's no problem in itself, but it seems like he no longer wants to be my friend, since cannabis is such a large part of my life.

The unfortunate thing is that he was a member of this site, and helped me with my previous grows. In fact, I had plans to give him seedlings which he was anticipating to grow outdoors.

The past few weeks, he has smoked a lot less at my house. He's the one friend that I had that never took advantage of my weed. In the past, people would show up to smoke. But, he was a friend that didn't care if I didn't smoke with him or anything. He just enjoyed it free of charge every weekend since last winter courtesy of me.

Well, anyway, I think it all started about a half hour ago, when I talked about how I could get a Micro Korg (it's a synth). He wanted me to get it instead of getting weed tomorrow. I'm a daily smoker and have been for over a year. I believe if I hadn't discovered marijuana I would have been dead by now due to suicide. Anyway, on with my story, I'm not quitting smoking, and if I'm out of weed, that's my first priority, is to replenish. It's been like that for a long time, and it's not going to change.

Anyway, on with my story. He then told me, he doesn't support me spending all my money on weed, which I can respect, because that's his opinion. He then told me, he's not going to smoke any more of my weed because it just contributes to me getting more. I told him I don't mind him smoking, because it doesn't take much to get him high, etc... He then told me he didn't want the two plants I was going to give him. He then gave me back the 20 dollars I gave him for gas money to go get weed tomorrow.

He then told me I smoke way too much, which I don't, compared to how I used to be. I used to (when I was smoking seedless high-mids) smoke an ounce every 3 days. I would constantly be smoking. I'd always be in a good mood too. Well anyway, now I only have contacts for shitty weed which I never use, or extremely high quality marijuana, which is what I smoke.

For 160 I usually get 10 grams, and this lasts me 2-3 days, until it's time to get more. So, as you can see, I don't smoke as much as I used to. If I had the money, 10 grams would only last me a few hours, like it used to when I had connects for good mids.

Anyway, now I have no smoking friends. He was my music friend as well, but some people can't accept other people for their differences.

All my other friends who were older all left for college last year. My other smoking friends all live in different towns. So, now this means, more weed for me. But no friends. He was also going to help me get a job, but that probably failed to. Well, I'm glad I'm not friends with people that change so quickly.

Maybe some day I'll find friends that can accept me for who I am. Someone who does daily activities but just smokes every day. Not someone that hates that, all of a sudden, and then doesn't want to be your friend.

Unfortunately, I'm going through hydrocodone withdrawal since I was abusing them and got addicted. I quit, because, it wasn't good, and weed isn't a bad drug, and it saved me from my cocaine addiction in the past.

But, now that I've lost a friend, I feel somewhat inclined to continue down the path of self destruction.

But luckily, I'll have more weed tomorrow and all will be well. I'll be able to smoke it in peace, and listen to my favorite songs. I'll also be able to wait for my lowryder seeds to arrive. Then, I'll be happy again. In the meantime maybe I'll meet some cool like minded people at some concerts this summer. Last year, I met a bunch of cool people at warped tour.

Sorry for the rant, I just needed somewhere to type it. I wish I could hang out with some of you guys on here, well at least that's what the internet's for.

Peace,
horror business :rasta:
horror business Reviewed by horror business on . Oh well. One less friend. Well, one of my friends decided that he no longer enjoys smoking weed. That's no problem in itself, but it seems like he no longer wants to be my friend, since cannabis is such a large part of my life. The unfortunate thing is that he was a member of this site, and helped me with my previous grows. In fact, I had plans to give him seedlings which he was anticipating to grow outdoors. The past few weeks, he has smoked a lot less at my house. He's the one friend that I had that never took Rating: 5