doesnt really suprise me bret harts brother said benoit was a crazy juice freak and that he was one of those guys who had a hard time separating his in the ring persona with is personal life. plus the steroids that he was taking obviously had and affect on his psyche over time they can cause serious mental problems. and i dont think he was always using them i think hes been using them recently because when he was with wcw he never looked like he was on steroids but recently he looked like he probably was