I was so fuckin nervous the 1st time, i was like holyshit!!!! we were at this party and theres like 15 people on living room drinking beers and shit and this girl that i really like was there and we always talk on the phone how i really like her and stuff so this night i said to myself that i aint going home scoreless, so i was looking at her i was half drunk or "tipsy" if i may, then my buddy came up on the other side and he was like 'dudeeeeeeee!!, how u doin man' and i replied etc etc, then i looked back on this girls position but she was gone. I feel like i need to take a piss so i decided to go to this room where the toilet is and as i was walkin to the toilet door she suddenly came out of it she grabbed my shirt on the neck part pushin my tru the first door and she was smilin and starin at me like then we stared at each other for like 20 seconds and i was like wtf is goin on its like the time stpped or sthm then i kissed her and boy i felt so fucking good and we started to do some tongue to tounge action and her lips is soo fucking soft, well i have no comparison tha time coz it was 1st time i just realized it after a year,... and after that night she became my first kiss and my first gf and my last love....