Quote Originally Posted by Billionfold
You got MSN, Slip? Add me and we can chat.
only got yahoo =/ at this point i'd about anyone.. i REALLY need someon to talk to... even if it's to listen to my bs or tell me to shut up and listen to reason... i just neeed someon :sadcrying i've literally been teraing up for the past 30 mins

i dunno if anyone can really understand it.. i don't understand it myself... i love my wife, i love my son... i'd trade them for no one... but i got pent up feelings i can't get rid of no matter how hard i try..


cana- yes i've talked to her since, alot infact.. we've both came to the conclusion it was for the best and our correct life course.. that's why i don't understand it... we both now have famalies and this was like 7 years ago... it's like ijust can't say sorry enough.. but that's not enough cuz i've said it over and over again and she's forgaven me (with complete sincerity in her voice)

i just don't know what to do anymore... i want to live my life without this pain... i understand a certain part of that will never go away..but quite literally this much pain is ridiculous.. i mean if someone else came to me with this, i'd say they were still in love with the ex... only... i'm VERY in touch with my emotions, and not afraid to tell them... so that's not it (if you can understand that)...

it's like i still owe her something... but she lives a better life then i do.. :sadcrying i just don't know what to do anymore...
slipknotpsycho Reviewed by slipknotpsycho on . anyone who understands me.... and somewhat knows me from my posts or w/e out there wanting to talk? =/ i coudl really use someone to talk to.. i dunno where to turn... Rating: 5