Quote Originally Posted by slipknotpsycho
read the link. it's all there. o yeah... self mutilation is my way of dealing with 'life' (pain) ... or atleast was from 15 up until 18.. 18 plus i usually had someone to talk to but i have no one atm... i need someone to... even if it's to tell me i'm a fucking idiot for considering it.. i just need someone to listen to me... =/ and no one's around... for the first time in 4 years....
I'll tell you who's there. How about your wife and son, and you're obsessing about some bitch from years ago? Yuck.

You're a masochist. You want pain, because it makes you feel like you're alive, and you're special. Well guess what? You're not special. If everyone was special, then noone would be special. I have some shit I wish I wouldn't have done, but cutting is soooo passe and lame, once you reach beyond puberty. Get a grip.