i dont really know what to tell ya bro... cause im having the same problems... you guys all rember my famous EX(if you have read past posts theres only one i really cared about or every really talk about on here) but anyways... im always sitting around thinking about how much i love her... but then i think about the things shes done to me... so i think about how much i hate her... then i think about how much she said she loved me... and so i start thinking about how much i love her to... the only thing that has kept me from going back to her is something she said after i got out of jail...."im sorry but i fucked D.C. while you were gone" i asked her why she would fuck yet another one of my homies and she replyed "because you werent around for me, but D.C. was he was there for me to cry on his sholder, and there for me to laff with." and what i want to say in responce to that is " yea but were you ever really there for me? i go to jail, and you dont bother to come vist me, to write me a letter, or to be home when i call, when im sitting in jail, crying, because i cant see my mom or my brothers and sisters, or my homies... but you werent there for me,,, you were to busy fucking MY best friend, on MY couch, in MY house, in MY room, probobly getting high with MY monney... and probobly using the condoms I bought"


thanks for letting me vent a little bit