Quote Originally Posted by BlAzInIt4:20
i have been trying to figure out how to let my pain out, and to not look back... and i think i completely understand what your saying... i have been doing this lately, and man i believe it is working, just move on forgive forget... know that love will come again, and pain is only for the moment not to hold on to forever,.

I feel so much better after getting this concept into my head.. The weight of pain has been lifted and it feels good.
It's funny how you have to train your brain like that. The human is resilient but there comes a time when all of us crack. Often times, we fiddle around in search of answers to happiness but all that results is vain insight, and our pain continues. It isn't until we put our own search for happiness behind us, that we can create a better world for all...I think. That's what it seems like anyway. Glad to hear you're feeling better. You were in quite a rut there it seemed. How is everything with your grandma?