It only shows that I am closer than most, my ego is fighting for survival at this point, I am trying to become humble in real life, but understand that I hate ego and what it has done to this world, therefore I hate everyone with a strong ego.

I see it more like.. Im not just fighting my own ego, even when free I'm probably going to have many who will conflict with me due to thier personal illusion, much like what happend to Jesus.

I agree that I'm nowhere near humble in most posts, but if you were expeiencing truth it would not bother you in the least, therefore its just some more ego talking to me so fuck it. :stoned: