As the tears fall beneath my eyes...

[Spoken Word]

ummmm im sorry for assuming your a "bro". Which was just an expression.
but i assumed you were male because you mentioned your "girl breaking up with you". and i don't usually check people profiles....im sorry for offending you.

[BlAzInIt4:20]

you did not offend me.. no harm done.. i was just saying.. i find it funny.. some of the girls on here state their a girl in their sig. maybe i should start to do that lol..

[Ganj]

You know.. funny how life works out for you, i am so depressed right now it is unreal. I just feel like running and never stopping, I am now starting to pack my shit, and i am going to move out of here. where will i go?? Im not sure right now i am just settled on getting everything in my car. i wrote a thread last night when i was drunk about what happen but i dont think it ever went through...


I came home from probably one of the best nights iv had. Angelina (bong) is gone. I thought i was just triping i was drunk off my ass, stoned. Then i go to grab my bag, and it is also gone. My grandmother came through and took everything. She said she smashed it That bong has been with me through so much shit, through my mothers death. I would also smoke with her at my own grandmothers house wer ei am at now. she never cared then.. I never ever smoked when she was awake, or around I kept that secret from her because if i didnt this is what would happen every fucking day. Some old lady going through my shit. I hope she enjoy all the porno in the dresser. Confronting her didnt do anything. It only made matters worse. So here i am feeling like shit, with tears... God just please save me....


Edit: And to top it off the one place i would want to go to i cant... i broke up with my girl yesterday.. she went through my phone and found messages from a friend.. now im not sure if i even still have a best friend... if i could go back in time and change some things i so would...that feeling of being lonely is now creeping up on me...

Edit2-And so you guys know my grandmother is the type the whole family talks about. the one that spoils everything. She lives her life her way the way she wants. I would understand if she just asked me to no longer smoke here thats fine.. id rather smoke on a walkk anyways. but im gone now.. what will i tell my sister?? oh god things just keep pilling up..

how the fuck do you spell pillling?? fuck it

This may seem like a dumb question, but how is your relationship with her? Is she the only one you live with?

[crudemood]

i feel your pain sometimes the straw can break the camels back.

[NextLineIsMine]

cool down and tap into that zen state of being at peace with all issues in your life, helps my issues alot

All this means is you'll have to take a stroll when you want to toke

[BlAzInIt4:20]

my relationship with her is terrible always have been. Its my little sister and I, plus gma.

[rebgirl420]

It could be worse. Thats the saying that gets me through my day.

[BabyFacedAbortion]

Saying "it could be worse" isn't going to help her. Comparing her problem to something that cannot possibly! compare (i.e Afghanistan) will not help her.

Give advice or fuck off, she's got a lot of shit going on in her life this obviously wasn't the only thing that's making her upset.

Check your rep, hon. <3

[AR15]

When they tell her to think of it as "it could always be worse", that's advice. Things like that can get people out of ruts they might be stuck in. A lot of it is how you feel, its just a way to look at things differently. I might work, it might not, but you can't say if you're not the person who would be taking advice. Just to think about it, no hostility here.

Sorry things are going so shitty for you. Try and keep your head up the best you can.

Whenever I'm in a shitty situation, I try and shrug it off. Things are the way they and I can't change it so I just deal with it. Of course I'll feel down, but I find if you look at things optimistically, you move past them faster and save a lot of stress. If you can, try it.

Try and sit back and just relax for an hour or two, just let your mind and soul think. Listen to some music, do some exercise, do something where you can just mentally unwind. After you've cleared your head, just try and think of what things you have to take care of, like figuring out where you're gonna stay, temporary first, or if you need to get a job or something. Just give yourself a plan. Take it easy and one step at a time. Fix your situation. I think if you get settled again and have all this cleared up you can move on and put it behind you.

Some optimism for start, just think that times like these you can really see who pulls through for you and who's there for you. These are the people that are true friends and you should never take these people for granted. This will help you see that. It will really make your relationship with these people stronger. Trust me this will make you happier. Just seeing these people should lighten your heart.

[beachguy in thongs]

ummm... why does everyone always insist im a bro??? check the profile..

I read your profile and noticed that you said that you were a "down chick".

Let me rest my head on you. I need some new pillows. 'Ooh, I like silk!'