You know.. funny how life works out for you, i am so depressed right now it is unreal. I just feel like running and never stopping, I am now starting to pack my shit, and i am going to move out of here. where will i go?? Im not sure right now i am just settled on getting everything in my car. i wrote a thread last night when i was drunk about what happen but i dont think it ever went through...


I came home from probably one of the best nights iv had. Angelina (bong) is gone. I thought i was just triping i was drunk off my ass, stoned. Then i go to grab my bag, and it is also gone. My grandmother came through and took everything. She said she smashed it That bong has been with me through so much shit, through my mothers death. I would also smoke with her at my own grandmothers house wer ei am at now. she never cared then.. I never ever smoked when she was awake, or around I kept that secret from her because if i didnt this is what would happen every fucking day. Some old lady going through my shit. I hope she enjoy all the porno in the dresser. Confronting her didnt do anything. It only made matters worse. So here i am feeling like shit, with tears... God just please save me....


Edit: And to top it off the one place i would want to go to i cant... i broke up with my girl yesterday.. she went through my phone and found messages from a friend.. now im not sure if i even still have a best friend... if i could go back in time and change some things i so would...that feeling of being lonely is now creeping up on me...

Edit2-And so you guys know my grandmother is the type the whole family talks about. the one that spoils everything. She lives her life her way the way she wants. I would understand if she just asked me to no longer smoke here thats fine.. id rather smoke on a walkk anyways. but im gone now.. what will i tell my sister?? oh god things just keep pilling up..

how the fuck do you spell pillling?? fuck it
BlAzInIt4:20 Reviewed by BlAzInIt4:20 on . As the tears fall beneath my eyes... You know.. funny how life works out for you, i am so depressed right now it is unreal. I just feel like running and never stopping, I am now starting to pack my shit, and i am going to move out of here. where will i go?? Im not sure right now i am just settled on getting everything in my car. i wrote a thread last night when i was drunk about what happen but i dont think it ever went through... I came home from probably one of the best nights iv had. Angelina (bong) is gone. I thought i Rating: 5