shit i dont know now. i feel like i should go for it, because i really dont think we were meant to have a relationship anyway and neither does she. were just so different that it never could have worked. there's girls id much rather spend my life with then her, anyways. there arent many conflicting emotions left between us, so fuck it im gonna give it a shot. i think the benifits outweigh the risks by alot. but if i do manage to fuck myself over at least ill know what to avoid down the road!
it would be really hard to find a girl who turns me just like like she does anyways. she has a special style. im not passing the oppurtunity up. :thumbsup: