the most painful thing in the world to me was when my ex-fiance that i had been with forever told me that he had fallen out of love with me. and i was still crazy about him, we had been fighting a lot toward the end, but i had no clue that it was that bad. but yeah, when he told me that, i can't even describe how i was feeling or what was going through my head, because it was so fucking painful that i've pretty much permanently blocked it - it would take a hell of a lot of digging to bring it back up.