The worst pain in the world

[blazed_babe]

the most painful thing in the world to me was when my ex-fiance that i had been with forever told me that he had fallen out of love with me. and i was still crazy about him, we had been fighting a lot toward the end, but i had no clue that it was that bad. but yeah, when he told me that, i can't even describe how i was feeling or what was going through my head, because it was so fucking painful that i've pretty much permanently blocked it - it would take a hell of a lot of digging to bring it back up.

[4twentE]

Yeh, that definitely sucks. A broken shoulder hurts like hell too, but the worst was breaking my back.

[BlAzInIt4:20]

the most painful thing in the world to me was when my ex-fiance that i had been with forever told me that he had fallen out of love with me. and i was still crazy about him, we had been fighting a lot toward the end, but i had no clue that it was that bad. but yeah, when he told me that, i can't even describe how i was feeling or what was going through my head, because it was so fucking painful that i've pretty much permanently blocked it - it would take a hell of a lot of digging to bring it back up.

im kinda in that same situation right now, iv been with my lady for 3 years now, and we have had our times, shes cheated, iv cheated, we have hated each other but we still hold on because not one of us has it in them to let each other go. she lives 45 min. from me on a good day with no traffic, traffic it can take anywhere from 1- 4 hours... Long distant relationships suck.. lived with her once, and then left her when she cheated on me... tried to block her from my heart... that didnt work... i am now stuck in another battle with her and it sucks. i hurt when i think of her.. so i try to keep busy, and just do my own thing, talk to her every now and then.. i wish things could be different.. i think the end is near.. :stoned:

[LIP]

I can dislocate my shoulder any time i want - but the first time i actually did it i was playing rugby and didnt feel the pain so i carried on playing and tackling. But now i can dislocate it whenever i want and it doesnt really hurt.

[blazed_babe]

im kinda in that same situation right now, iv been with my lady for 3 years now, and we have had our times, shes cheated, iv cheated, we have hated each other but we still hold on because not one of us has it in them to let each other go. she lives 45 min. from me on a good day with no traffic, traffic it can take anywhere from 1- 4 hours... Long distant relationships suck.. lived with her once, and then left her when she cheated on me... tried to block her from my heart... that didnt work... i am now stuck in another battle with her and it sucks. i hurt when i think of her.. so i try to keep busy, and just do my own thing, talk to her every now and then.. i wish things could be different.. i think the end is near.. :stoned:

wow, i'm sorry. that's tough to deal with. *hug* hugs always make me smile good idea on the keeping busy, that's the best thing to do. occupy your thoughts with something else, anything, and just make sure that you're never bored, or else thoughts of her will start to creep up on you...yeah, it's hard to let go, and i'm the type of person that is scared to let go because i'm scared to be alone. i'm scared that i will end up alone in this world - never get married or anything like that.

[BlAzInIt4:20]

Seems like we have a lot in common...

[BUZz UK]

bone cancer is supposed to be the worst...

[nightlight]

the most painful thing in the world to me was when my ex-fiance that i had been with forever told me that he had fallen out of love with me. and i was still crazy about him, we had been fighting a lot toward the end, but i had no clue that it was that bad. but yeah, when he told me that, i can't even describe how i was feeling or what was going through my head, because it was so fucking painful that i've pretty much permanently blocked it - it would take a hell of a lot of digging to bring it back up.

Same thing happened to me and it took 2 years to get over. I still freak out every time she makes any effort towards communicating with me.

[blazed_babe]

Same thing happened to me and it took 2 years to get over. I still freak out every time she makes any effort towards communicating with me.

yeah, it's been almost a year. will be a year in the beginning of august...whenever i see him or anything, i just ugh it's really weird. and his current girlfriend (that he met while we were still together...and they started dating a week after we broke it off, and they are still together) HATES me...and i have been nothing but nice to her. a lot of people told me that she's intimidated by me...as if i'm intimidating. hah. ugh. anyways, yeah, it's just still kinda painful for me to think about things and such...but since it's been almost a year, i'm pretty sure that i'll be completely over it pretty soon. i'm doing very well with it now

[BlAzInIt4:20]

she only feels intimidated because she thinks your more pretty then she is.. and thats a good thing because you probably are.. lol