I know you are right and I would tell someone the same thing, it is just hard when I am the one sweating it out. I just know they are going to call and the wait is killing me. I want to wait to smoke until I am securly in my job and can relax. I have some nerve pills that I am going to take. I am normally so calm and collected and reasonable. My nerves have been a mess about all of this.

Thanks for reminding me to chill out! I need that sometimes!
KrissyKay Reviewed by KrissyKay on . Still in a panic Ok so I am a stay at home mom and I am so freaking embarrassed that I am really asking all of this..... I didn't plan on getting a job and my dream job called and asked me to come to work. So I accepted. I have to pass a test. I smoke maybe one time a week and a few puffs. I am NOT a regular heavy user. I have probably smoke 4 times in the past month and it has been 12 days since the last time. I have taken 3 at home tests and I have passed all 3. I have bought different brands and Rating: 5