I know you are right and I would tell someone the same thing, it is just hard when I am the one sweating it out. I just know they are going to call and the wait is killing me. I want to wait to smoke until I am securly in my job and can relax. I have some nerve pills that I am going to take. I am normally so calm and collected and reasonable. My nerves have been a mess about all of this.

Thanks for reminding me to chill out! I need that sometimes!