I hate when I'm an asshole to someone, it makes me feel SO guilty for some reason and that I have to make it my next goal in life to make it up to them. For me, I have to be nice to people because it just feels right, probably making up for the shit thats happened to me in my past and that I can't seem to let go of.

Its just mean to be rude, I couldn't be mean to someone like that, I can't. When I'm in a good mood, I don't let others get me down though becuase I know that they are over compensating for something but I will put them in their place when needed..