My father was the worst dad imaginable. He was hooked on drugs and never new i was their. I lived in 12 different houses in one year because he kept losing the house. My mother left me with him. He would always be gone and my aunt would take care of me. He onces beat me and it took 7 guys to get him off of me. I left that night and never went back. Hes recently became clean and had new babes with a new wife. A whole new life i guess. We talk and i go see my siblings ( 2 girl twins, 1 boy) I try to forgive him but its hard.. I do notice that he is trying though.

I dont date guys but the guys i find myself attractive to look nothing like him.