Yeah, I've just been trying to avoid things being awkward. I have some good friends, but they have some big mouths...so unfortunately last xmas she found out I liked her, but I knew it was too soon. But things became so awkward and I hated it, but then she started liking me and I didn't know what to do. The letter is a good idea, I'll give it a shot.

And uh...shes going to an ivy league school on vball scholarship. So...uh, based on my academic performance junior year, my chances are slim to none, though I am athletic and good at soccer. But I'll still apply, just for kicks if anything. Though there is nothing stopping me from going somewhere near there, just would be kinda weird maybe, I don't know.

Any other suggestions?