Quote Originally Posted by blazed_babe
i have been prescribed so many different anti-depressants, and it's gotten to the point where i just don't even take them anymore because i hate the way they make me feel - they make me feel flat, no emotion. i have no ups, i have no downs. i do not get happy. i do not get sad. and that sucks. i would like to have a little emotion in my life and be able to enjoy things, ya know?

so i quit taking my meds, and instead of taking my meds for the past year, i have been smoking. i feel like with the smoking it helps with my depression and bi polar tendencies (my doc is in the process of diagnosing me with that). when i smoke weed, i actually have ups and downs and am able to experience emotion. without weed or meds i sink into such a depression that i am extremely apathetic and don't give a shit about anything. and my energy is drained. so for me, i've found that smoking weed is what truly helps my depression, not the anti-depressants
i know what you mean blazed babe, the doctors say im severely depressed and iv taken many meds. Celexa is one that made me feel nothing i felt like a bump on a log.. still doing my daily activity's but i found it was hard to smile.. I am now taking lexapro and gabatril. One for depression and the other is a mood stabilizer. I seem to get angry fast i dunno.. but i have smoked weed the whole time (4years now) and i haven't noticed if it has effected the other drugs in me. but what i have noticed is that when i smoke weed im not an angry person.. i smile.. and nothing seems to bother me.. :thumbsup: and to be honest with you i believe it all depends on the person.. your body could act completely different then others, so just be careful on whatever you plan to mix..