i don't like sports so i have no idea who this rickey williams person is or anything around that particular part of the subject..

i'm just being honest with myself... shit.... cigs don't do nothing for me except keep me 'normal' (no joyful feeling or any of that, tho after all the years i have grown to appreciate smoking after a few certain things... meals, sex, while drinking, after getting high... etc) but i've already said i'd quit that over 20 times...

for me to say i'd quit for good, would just be a flat out lie... i just have to live with the reality of the subject...

could i handle quitting for a year or two? hell yeah, infact i've done it already...

but that for life part is what's bugging me... just to think of never picking up a bowl, a bong, a j, or w/e.... i just can't honestly see myself doing that.