Hey blackimperialblood, can you IM me? Needleincameleye. I want to learn more.

I feel to many emotions. I'm near giving up on the concept of love and optimism. Before, it was okay, but recently too many elements in this world sadden me and I realize it will never change. I feel I'm becoming darker by the day, anger building up inside of me. I need to stop feeling normal emotions. My soul is vanquished.

I need to become emotionally void, and strong. Separate myself from everyone.