Thank you all so much. I guess another part of the problem is that I have to keep working at least 55- 60 hours a week to soften the financial impact of the move. The stress doesn't help ( I work in a restaruant) and composure and confidence are the only ways to make money.
Either way, I'm 20 years old. I'm making the first BIG decision of my life, and I'm scared shitless. I suppose it'll get even harder as the time draws nearer, but without sadness, there really is no happiness.


( And how many people get the opportunity to do this? I fuckin' rock!)