Well Ive had this one time where I hadnt gotten no sleep at all the night before.. got high as fuck in the day.. and I was taking a shower.. feeling warped.. my mind kept idk kinda like talking down on me.. saying bad words to myself in my head.. just completely putting myself down.. and I actually fed it.. I contributed to it.. I kept thinking crazy shit about my self on purpose and just looked at it like a joke.. I figured it was my weary mind rambling on... or demons.. they do talk in our heads, ofcourse you'd have to believe those things.. atleast when my mind races on like that on pot or not that's what I believe.. I just go along with it thinking a bunch of crap and then laugh. Last night though, I was half asleep and half awake.. and Im guessin I had sleep paralysis because I was hallucinating my grandma walking in on me with a crystal pendant shaped like a cross and she was telling me something about "I only accept things about God no saints or anything only God" some weird shit like that and I was like awake in my head yet picturing her walkin in and putting the pendant on my night table while I tried to move and close my eyes.. I tried to move so much that my jaw started to open and shake and my arms felt like they were trembling and I was getting tired.. and then Boom my eyes opened.. it's weird. I was awak and dreaming at the same time... *shivers* but bleh.. stuff happens. :/