Are you bi-polar...?Sounds like mania to me...
Nope, not bipolar or depressed from any chemical imbalance. This expereince isn't an emotional one, though terror can ensue from the overwhelming experience. Picture Peyote x10, but not hallucinogenic (as far as I can tell).


Why on earth would you want to suppress that? I'd keep a tape recorder handy for when it happens 'n see if it was real or just a bunch of bullshit my mind was feeding me. Because if you had access to infinite information, just think of all the crazy shit you could do.

I say you try to embrace that shit dude.
I know man, I have tried to embrace it. The first time it happened to me it was actually wonderful, I was seeing literally millions upon millions of calculations in my head to determine my total mass, then after a while it started to overwhelm me and just became teh 7th layer of hell. Every time since it's been powerful and overwhelming, and even when I conjure up the bravery to face and embrace it, I make it 10 seconds max before I feel like my consciousness is going to explode. The brain just isn't meant to process that amount of information. I wish I could fully convey it, it's like becoming solely consciousness and having it expand and speed up infinitely, like there's all these mental restraints you're not even aware you have until they suddenly disappear.



When you say information do you mean hypersensitivity?
Nope. Literally data without numerical symbology, processing incredible amounts of measurements like how many atoms are in my body, nerves in my system, and every possible form every piece of matter around me could exist in. Consciousness loses all form. Crazy sounding I know, but I'm otherwise 100% sound of mind.