it was in a birthday card and i think t fell out of my car when i opened the door at the gas station. And to the guy who said how do you get depressed after losing a 100$, im not reaslly depressed im just pissed, im pretty much over it now. And the thread topic was originally "i hate myself and i want to die" which was a reference to a nirvana song. I dont really hate myself and i dont wish to die in the near future