why im mad is because she has lead me on to thinkin she likes me for like the past 2 months...........damn i dont know. i thought i knew her, but i guess i dont. i feel kinda like all i am to her is a puppet she can fuck with.....yeah narkotic. if she does like me, then she'll say somethin and i dont know what to do from there. if i should get mad about it, or not. oh well. life fuckin sucks.