Quote Originally Posted by crudemood
i think they've achieved what they're trying to do, no i don't react but inside my blood is boiling. its annoying as hell. not that they're annoying me but the fact that they've gone out of their way to piss you off a bit more.
just beat them, show them what happens when they piss you off on purpose, shit they're asking fo rit... i can't beleive the restraint i show to certain individuals who do/used to do it on purpose to me.... one of which was my brother, i wanted to hit him in the head with a hammer so many times

then a friend brandon... one day i told him to stop doing something and he kept it up for 2 hrs. straight, i ignored it for those 2 hrs. but then i snapped, picked up a hatchet jumped on the bed (which is where he was sitting) turned it hammer side facing down and actually started to come down, before i realized what i was doing..

i never hit him, but he pissed himself all right... i was gonna do it..... i just managed to grab my wits before i did it..

i DO have anger problems and i ain't afraid to admit it, which is why i 'ignore' alot of shit... cuz i don't want to get driven to that ponit... but when someone's poking you or touching you when you tell them to stop, it gets so damn near impossible to stop from causing them so much physical pain they can't continue any longer (hint hint)


i have alot of restraint and i think that's why people keep pushing me.... just cuz i don't get up and get violent in 5 minutes DOES NOT mean it don't bother me, just the opposite in fact... it drives me insane so quickly, i just physically stop myself (and that ain't easy, i've been pushed to a point of shaking like i just went skinny dipping in the antartic, which was with brandon and the hatchet.... he literally pushed me to my end.