Do you have a good attorney? I hope so. Hope you live some where on the west coast or far northeast, perhaps, where, with luck, there'll be more leniency. I'd be depressed, too. Depending on the type of job you're hoping to get, and since you're a college grad, I'm guessing it's likely to be an entry-level professional gig, you may run into some trouble if something goes down on your record. Seek qualified counsel as fast as you can.