"First" Date

[BabyFacedAbortion]

I promise.

We're going to keep doing these "dates" for a while,
I'm still single.

I just want to take him back, completely.
But I can't 'cause all my friends who were with me this weekend would literally kill me, and him.

I hate loving him so much.

[slowlickitysplit]

BFA...Everyone here knows I'm an ass so I'm gonna say what everyone else is too polite to say.....
Go to a bar, park or boys locker room and show your breast to the first semi upright male you see. He will definately call you and he has [U]got[U] to be better then this jerk you're with. I know its hard to let go but for the love of god...Have some self respect. We all here love you and it is killing us to see you hurting yourself this way.

- Slow -

[rebgirl420]

Happy feet made me cry....it was sad....when he was in the zoo....but thats awsome your date went well! Its nice to have a bf thats a sugar daddy...John showered me with gifts and still does. At first it was awkward but you get used to it :thumbsup:

[slipknotpsycho]

BFA...Everyone here knows I'm an ass so I'm gonna say what everyone else is too polite to say.....
Go to a bar, park or boys locker room and show your breast to the first semi upright male you see. He will definately call you and he has [U]got[U] to be better then this jerk you're with. I know its hard to let go but for the love of god...Have some self respect. We all here love you and it is killing us to see you hurting yourself this way.

- Slow -

i wouldn't go that far <.<

i semi agree, i've seen the pain this dude has already caused you but i'm not here to rain on your parade, personally i DO believe people can change, i just don't think they shoudl get 10 chances to do so...

which is why i want you to promise and hold to that promise that if things go sour this time, you'll stay away, for your own good.... you're a beautiful person, and i don't mean by looks (although that way you are too <.<) but you deserve much mor ethen this guy has put you through already.. i hate to see people, even ones i've never actually met, put themselves through the same pain cuz they're afraid to be alone..

i was afraid to be alone too... all it does in the end is hurt worse... but ok, i'll stop again, if things are going good, then great :thumbsup: maybe this time h'es changed and i hope so, cuz he's about to lose a special girl.... <.<

[BabyFacedAbortion]

To be honest, I think once school is out (10 school days)..things will change.

I'll be at beach houses all summer and partying a lot. He doesn't approve of my partying, I can tell you that already.

He also goes back to court July 16th for the final verdict.

But I'm on the edge with him. We actually got into another fight last night because I told him I was scared of him sometimes, and that my friends don't want me to be with him. He flipped and was asking which friends, he was scared HIS friends weren't backing him up. The sad thing is that the only people on my side were my best friend and some dude I just met on Saturday, and HIS friends (who have been my friends since 6th grade) were the ones watching everything and not saying a damn thing.

Oops. I'm ranting.

Only time will tell I guess.

Thanks everyone, you know I <3 you all!

[GraziLovesMary]

Next time he pushes you, punch him in the face. Right in the nose. If he hits you after that, kick him in the balls mercilessly and possibly try to rip them off. If he still doesnt stop, kill him. If you are afraid to do that, call me and Ill hook it up quick fast and in a hurry. Ive put close personal friends of mine in the hospital because they hit girls I didnt even like. In fact, I hated the one bitch but when she came runnin up lookin scared and bruised like that I went and almost killed my friend.. it was close.

And when its all over.... then Ill show you what good lovin is all about

[napolitana869]

You should do your hair like that more often because its really cute.

and seriously, dont take his shit. He sounds like big trouble and I think you know that . Sometimes love really isnt enough. I'm afraid this guy is going to start hitting you. All of this sounds like the cycle of an abusive relationship.

[BabyFacedAbortion]

Thank you both I wish I had naturally curly hair! Gahhh, sadly it's PIN straight!

I swear to god, if he ever touches me like that again I will slit his throat and if I don't, my best friend will.

I refuse to drink around him, and I refuse to bring him places with me. He can't handle me having friends..he even told me that. So I'll keep him away from the problem and NOT include him in my social life.

Not only that, but he embarrassed the shit out of me.

I'd really like to see him try to hit me. Oh the things I'd do.

[BobMarley91]

BFA-Honestly I just think that you have to let him know his place and that he can't control you because he's not your father.Just try to sit him down and let him know how you feel, but honestly you dont deserve being treated like that.

[napolitana869]

My hair is pin straight too. I can't even get it to hold curls. They just fall right out. It sucks because I think curly hair is so pretty