Hey hows it going.. ive been living the sober life and its gettin on my damn nerves!! Let me splain... no no, there is to much.. let me sum up.

I have had to essentially clean house... the group i used to hang around with, well it was fun while it lasted, It started out maybe gettin high every other weekend or so, and maintaining a pretty productive life the rest of the time. A stress relief, and it was wonderful. Well Im a lightweight, and could make my stuff last a LONG long time (and im HAPPY that way). I dont have kids, and in fact i took an active fact helping to provide for some children that werent mine, i figured i was helping a friend out, and karma would reward me sometime down the line. Point was, i was active, i felt like i was being responsible, i paid all my bills, i helped out people actively all the time, and i just had a weekend indulgence. I was ok with it.

Then it changed. The people, the friends i actively helped... Weed wasnt enough for them anymore, they zipped past me to where they would smoke a weeks suppply in one day... and then that wasnt enough, they went to ICE.

I wont lie, i dabbled. I think i was trying to hang on to my friends more than anything, which is just weakness personified. But anyone who has experience with that stuff knows that it can change the people you knew into something else. they stopped careing about anything but that next "party" Even while i dabbled, i could maintain my 40 plus hour work week. They.. stopped working alltogether.

I tried to keep up the charade for as long as I could, but when my best friend of 7 plus years stooped to stealing 700 dollars from me, it was time to clean house.

Im in good shape now, my head is screwed on right, and im pointed back in the right direction, but hey, i lost all of my old friends. What must be done, must be done.

Whats that got to do with this board? Well in retaliation, she made sure anyone i used to get weed from wouldnt SELL to me anymore. ugh. Ok so i have gone from knowing 10 places to get it, to nobody, and not even KNOWING someone that knows someone.

Im 33, im a geeky white boy, and making friends like THIS, well its kinda difficult. im trying to keep myself safe, and outside of any drama... but what would you reccomend as a way for someone who would LIKE to indulge again responsibly to find some possible sources (keeping in mind im an idiot socially??)
badm0j0 Reviewed by badm0j0 on . Dfw Area (Euless) Hey hows it going.. ive been living the sober life and its gettin on my damn nerves!! Let me splain... no no, there is to much.. let me sum up. I have had to essentially clean house... the group i used to hang around with, well it was fun while it lasted, It started out maybe gettin high every other weekend or so, and maintaining a pretty productive life the rest of the time. A stress relief, and it was wonderful. Well Im a lightweight, and could make my stuff last a LONG long time (and Rating: 5