argh i dont like this at all. ive been 25 hours with drugs and everything has lost its happy edge to it.

last week i was loving life soooo much and tonight it seems soo much more complex and nasty.

A friend of mine is doing the same, he smoked more than me and has beeen clean for 3 days. he said he feels like tmorow will be the turning point for him as he feels pretty miserable to, but after tmoz he thinks he'll be alright.

only another 3 days for me until my turning point then! this is going to be a horrible few days lol.

but on the plus side, i did more revising today then i've done in my entire life combined, and that's actually no joke.