Its strange when I have nothing to do all day, I'm perfectly fine but when I go to school and skip a class or lunch, or when I'm out buying bud or something, I just am so self-conscious of being late and getting into trouble. I feel its my parents lack of trust in me, because when I got my job, and my parents are letting me have more freedom, I feel less worried about time, but when I'm out with my brother we can go do whatever and be back whenever, with out checking-in with them. I know its not entirely controlling me at times, but I can't help it at times.